March 4th, 2026
Hello! Hope you’re all doing well! It’s the start of March! The beginning of spring! Honestly it’s felt like spring for most of February out here in Dallas. This week we’re getting hit with the first onslaught of spring storms as the warm weather starts pushing northward. Something I didn’t realize was that my apartment’s free parking garage for the common areas has a second basement level, which has me debating whether to go drive over and park my car there over night whenever there’s a chance of a hail storm. Walking over in the morning to go to work will be a pain, but beats having hail beat the shit out of my car!
Last Friday I went out on a second date at the country club at my apartment for dinner and drinks. Afterward we walked around the pond and then went back to my apartment, where we watched Golden Boy before I decided to give making out a try.
Truth be told, kissing/making out isn’t for me! Don’t see the hype. Afterward I thought about whether making out with a girl would be different than with a guy, but as I pondered it I wound up deciding that maybe it just isn’t for me. So this leaves me with the question of is it due to the fact I’d never went out on a date, let alone kiss someone, until I was 36 and therefore inexperienced as all fuck? Or is it that I just don’t like it at all. It lines up with the fact that I’m not much of a hugger. Like, if someone approaches me for a hug I’ll hug them, but I would never be the one to initiate.
The guy I dated is cool as all fuck, and we’re going to see Kiki’s in theaters next week, but I talked with him saying that I don’t think I want to be in such an intimate relationship. So right now I’m unsure if we’re just going to stay in the friend zone or whatever. Time will tell I guess.
If anything it was a great learning experience! Very educational!
So that’s it for the adventures of my love life for the future I guess! Sorry to disappoint with the rather fart of an ending.
This weekend I’m planning to go to Denton with a friend of mine, but what with the bad weather and all I’m still unsure if we’re still doing it or not. We’re gonna be inside the entire time going thrift shopping so I wanna say it won’t be an issue.
That’s all for this week! I’ll catch y’all later!
to be honest, the fun of kissing is just super dependent on your actual attraction of the person, and the state of your mind when you do it.
that’s why people say they didn’t feel a “spark” – because when it’s there everything just feels better? but it’s hard to explain until you’ve experienced that.
doesn’t mean there is anything wrong with the person, but sometimes that spark just isn’t there and there’s nothing you can do about it. brain be weird
Doris not realizing she just broke the sofa. Classic. XD
Also: yeah, what the other peep said about the kiss… If there’s no chemistry there, it’s not gonna feel good. But I can’t outright deny that there’s also the factor that individuals can like or not the act itself. Me, for example, I like kissing. It’s a big turn on for me specifically, but I’ve had people who i REALLY enjoyed kissing and people who didn’t feel all that great. Is it anyone’s fault? I’d say not really. Brains simply brain weirdly…
Hey y’know as long as you enjoyed what you did get up to that’s always a good thing.
God, it’s been so long that I *COMPLETELY* forgot that, in-universe, this is still the same day as Doris asking Miranda if she’s trans. Time really has a way of messing with you…